乾貞治

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 07:00:55 GMT

I hate Murphey.

as in, Murphy's law of life. you all know what i mean... its the one that says "you need to get somewhere in five minutes, and you'd be able to do any day no problem except for the fact that today its important so you get stuck at all the lights and a cop pulls you over so your late" law.

Today was the first day i had to pay my new school payment. 100 a month, seems reasonable problem was today was also the first day i could get to the bank and the first day of the week and i happened to be working from 10 am to 3 at one job and 4pm to close at the other job. k, fact 1: its Monday so its quite easy to theoretically get home before midnight. fact 2: that hour between jobs is great for depositing checks, we do it on this day in that hour quite often. its practically clock work. thing is since it was important today to get this taken care of and paid for, i made sure to tell Sonja yesterday that this is what needed to happen.

Ok heres where Murphy comes and bites me in the proverbial ass.

We get to the bank fine, we get the checks in fine, we get to work fine, we get outta work no trouble.. i even got an hours nap in while waiting for my sister's shift to finish, seeing as she's my ride home. spending these last moments chatting with my friend who busses at olive garden, which is the second job. i offer him a ride seeing as he has none and were going in that general direction anyways so why not.

k, now we need more facts... fact 1: Sonja drives fast. and has road rage. Fact 2: she wasn't under the influence of any drugs or alcohol after work today... which is also important.

k, so we drop of eric, after stopping for my brother in law's beer and some gas, and head home. its now 10:40ish? no problem so far definatly getting home before midnight right?

.....

then we saw the brake lights. my sister, after cresting a hill to see a sudden stop slams on the brakes however it doesn't look like we'll make it. so she moves to pull around the stopped car...

so now where has our sense gone? the car is stopped for a reason... why might you ask? perhaps cuz the car in front of it is turning left. yes... left... which happens to be the same side in which were pulling around the stopped car. oh shit. what to do, were going to collide. basically.

my sister in a last valid attempt to sneak past this car speeds up managing, instead of going nose to nose with this vehicle, to cause us to collide where the passenger side, where i am, is where they run into us and we, still trying to slide by, scrape off their bumper.

i believe it is this act that saved both cars. the other car, from here on referred to as "car B" where my car is A, only loses its bumper. the head lights are ok and the engine appears to be ok as well. our car however >___< its awful. the passenger side door is dented so bad it pops when you open it. there is no way to open it from the outside, because the handle is crushed. the paint is scraped basically from nose to rear passenger door, and the collision threw out the alignment more the it already was. you can't put the window down.

i will not forget the sound of that crunch. i hear it loud and clear reverberating in my right ear.

i was sitting right there... had we been going faster... it coulda been bad.

they decided to settle it without the insurance getting involved. my sister takes full responsibility... but now we have car B to fix as well as car A.. and we just really didn't need this stress right now... not with everything else >___<

i needa go to sleep though, im calling into work tomorrow to help watch the kids so they can run damage control. o___o hopefully my sore body will be better tomorrow. i think i tensed up a whole bunch when i saw it all happening...

when i remember it, it feels like i was outside the car watching it all happen in slow motion.

were all mostly glad that no one was hurt. my sister still wonders where her brain went i bet.

Thu, 13 Dec 2007 02:58:24 GMT

Have you ever thought about why you like watching anime? or reading books? or anything like that?

I keep going back to these thoughts about such things.. because im angry and frustrated with people right now i think.

for some reason. people decided that i just really needed to be argued with today. in that, here lets bring up an annoying situation and bash one of your friends because i think you think their perfect when its really quite the contrary. on top of that they just HAD to have stupid fucked up arguments with me at work. its like.......... soooooo annoying for people to argue with me.

so, back to my original point. Ive come to the understanding that books, and movies and anime and tv shows, are my way to escape having to think about a world that i don't prefer. I know i don't prefer it because i am so much more at peace in my fantasy books and movies then i am in the world i live in. I don't mean this in a depressed way. Its just a realization. in many ways i wish i were happy with the world i live in. I keep moving and trying new things. and learning new things. eventually ill grow happy with it. ill dash these thoughts that the world should ever be perfect.. but not yet.. i like my hope for now.. lol

MUCH LATER (after finally watching the movie that frustrated me):

OMG~!!! HAVE YOU EVER WISHED that you could take you glorious wonderful creative ideas and stick them in the head of a writer who could put them on paper as theyre meant to be?! because i'll tell you. my brain is more artistic then my hands. whenever i try to write or draw it comes NOTHING close to how i WANT the picture or story to be. its damn frustrating. That is probably the other reason i read. I have to let my immagination out somewhere before i explode lol.

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 04:59:01 GMT

You know. I only post here every great while. and almost always, its only when I'm caught in some depth of aggravation or depression.

However that is not the case today. Today I am simply posting for the hell of it.

Though I am aggravated that my bank charged me over draft fees without my actually over drafting.. which confuses me and They will hear my mind tomorrow and hopefully give me my $70 back ): (there were two over drafts, the first one was probably for the fact that I had a pending charge that would have over drafted me if I had not put a check into the bank before it actually posted, and the second was because the over draft fee over drafted my account so they charged me 35 more fricken dollars. ugh)

but yes.

GOLDEN COMPASS COMES OUT ON FRIDAY~~~~ I can't wait I'm going to use whatever money is left from my banking problems to be sure I can go. but :( I work friday which is a bummer. HOWEVER! I will make every attempt to get out of there in a timely manner!! ZUTTO!!

I find my self attempting to get random Tamora Pierce books in audio version so I can listen to them while I roll Silverware. I might just have to buy a new CD player though, because my MP3 player lasts 20 minutes of crappy quality sound. It used to last an hour... pos cube. :(:(

I'm enjoying my two jobs and I hope to post more in the future... ttyl~

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 11:02:28 GMT

I suppose I'm posting here cuz I wanna talk to people and no one is logged on.. which makes it rather frustrating... yesterday was an interesting day.. not particularily in a good way, but i don't feel as though the day should be called bad.

so I'm cutting this to make your lives easier if your friended and don't care.

now... Lets see if i can put this in a simple and organized manor. yesterday was my uncles birthday. So of course we had a party and of course it was over my grandparents house. I brought my computer so I wouldn't get bored because I can be social with the computer as well as without it. My sister had a worse day then me getting woken up at noon with a phone call from work saying "where are you? you were supposed to be here 30mins ago..." which sounds like a crappy way to wake up to me. But it meant she got outta work earlier today and had time to come to the birthday party before we bothered to sing. So here begins the issues.

My mom has to work because everyone she works with are either idiots or they're afraid of the one person they needa talk to. so she brings her laptop and is working at my grandparents house. Which means no one is helping my grandmother make the side dishes with dinner. My nephew, conner is also running around the house playing and getting into EVERYTHING... because his dad is the one barbecuing and my sister isn't back yet so she can't watch him. My grandpa tries a few times to get me involved in the dinner making process. Which i do, every time he tells me to. Then i go back to my computer and sit down.. he then asks me to watch conner so if he gets into stuff I have to be the one to take care of him. Conner being almost 1 year old, and the size of a 2 year old, can get at stuff a baby his age normally can't get to.

So, my grandpa tells me to help my grandmother and i do... then he tells me to get the kid and i do. and he does it over and over again. Finally sonja gets here, she says hi to everyone and goes to change outta her work clothes and comes back into the room... where conner is getting into everything. finnaly granpa is like "Maire come get conner!" witha very short tone of voice. and my reaction to that was "Why do I have to take care of him!? why can't his parents? he's got two!" so I'm holding conner and he's flailing himself outta my lap and trying to get away and im pissed cuz this is entirely not my job when BOTH parents are there.. so sonja takes him and then proceeds to get pissy. which tends to happen when she has to take her kids.

oh i should probably specify then when he was yelling at me to get the kid, i was playing with jenny and michelle cuz they were drawing. he was telling me that they didn't need taking care of and conner did, which was annoying cuz he acted like i was just loushing behind my computer.

so yes, eventually sonja starts getting pissy and asking where mike is.. and getting upset cuz he's cooking and can't take care of the kids. and im like... >___> they're your kids watch em. but i didn't say that... finally the foods all done and we discover that mike had already finished barbecuing and it was being kept warm in the oven while the other food finished. so she starts getting pissy-er. and goes to find him, prolly yells at him and then comes back to where the food is, slamming the door to grandma and grandpa's side of the house.

so, now my grandpa, who's obviously been penting up his pissed-ness explodes slightly towards sonja, saying she doesn't need to go slamming his doors and that this is bull shit. and sonja starts in on how first of all the door is heavy yadda yadda... so now she's pissed cuz of grandpa and mike, grandpa is pissed, and im like...wtf.

serious negative energy.

so we eat and everyone plays merry and im now very quiet. because i am not blind. I know what my grandfather was really mad about, and it wasn't sonja's slamming of the door. my grandfather, in my eyes was mad at me for not taking care of the kid when he asked, and then getting upset at him for asking. seriously the kids got two parents they could both be doing that job way better then me. so eventually my mom is saying somthing about the situation cuz were trying to figure out if my sister has left or not (which she did, and then came back.. which was good) and i mention that it was partially my fault that she got so pissy and such.

my mom... was trying to figure out how i had anything to do with sonja's attitude problem and i explain that grandpa had asked me to watch the kid, and i got pissy about it myself. and this gets my grandpa saying what he's been wanting to say for a while. "ive got a problem.. you come over here and sit behind your computer and ignore things... your grandma is making dinner and your not helping, and conner needs someone to watch him blah blah blah" so in a nut shell, he's mad cuz i didn't CONTINUALLY help my grandma with dinner.

so now im upset and quiet. cuz i get quiet when im upset.. or i can get loud. but i don't fight well. its just not how i work. i also get reallly tired.. which is one of the ways i deal with getting upset.. i go take a nap. so if i feel really horrible about somthing happening.. i'll go to sleep and hope that everything is better in the morning. but that doesn't help the fact that i am pissed at my grandpa now.

my granparents had two children. my mom and my uncle. my uncle has five children, three of which were at the party. one of which has two children and is a single very busy mom. however. Sammy and Julie didn't get yelled at for not helping my granma make dinner >___> only i did. and we don't normally help anyways, my mom does. so its rediculous to expect it of me because i dun have the slightest clue what im doing.. im like oh grandma ill do this for you and then she says no shes got it. how the fuck do i help that? so what the hell. on top of that he swore in front of three small young impressionable children at one of their mom's

so i took a nap... from the moment i got home till about 3am. because i was so annoyed.

so Part fucking 2 of my glorious day.

When i wake up, Andrew and i start talking.. and apparently alot of people at the con are unhappy with me. not because ive done stuff wrong. but because they felt like they needed to bash on me, as i understand. And ill say this. If you've got a gripe about me... take it up with me please... its hard to fix what i could be doing wrong without knowing what im doing wrong. >____> and if its just sarah getting back at me for stuff then she can stuff it cuz thats rediculous. and i've bashed on people before, not lying.. just as i've participated when others go on a bash hunt. but, i think ill do it less because it seems like a stupid thing to do at this point.

v_____v so im in a very blah depressed mood of annoyedness and confusion.

Long time...

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 08:35:08 GMT

So I suppose its been forever and a year, or... maybe just a year since I updated this....

I dunno... i was just in the mood to talk tonight. I know most everyone i've friended way long ago, and people who prolly really don't care are going to get this in their friends page and be like wtf, so most of what i say will go under a cut... lol

You know its funny... my mom and I were discussing IQs today... aparently when i completed the IQ test it came out to like... 146... my sisters was like 132ish and my moms is in the 180s... but my mom was positive mine was way lower then it should be... cuz i suck at tests... lmao

she got to telling me a story... about this study that the university of rochester was doing when i was a baby, about 3 months old.. This study was designed to tell you your baby's possible IQ based off their ability to concentrate on one thing for a certain ammount of time. The would sit the 3 month old baby in a room, turn off all the lights and have the kid watch this video of flying shapes that moved around a black screen. such as... here comes a blue triangle... *flys diagonally* oh! and now the red octogon... so in this dark room they would wait for the baby to fall asleep out of boredom and determine from their how smart the kid would be...

except i threw a wrench in their experiment. I, apparently loved the flying shapes... I would stare at them for hours... and i did... my mom fell asleep while i watched this shapes.. The people doing the experiment asked my mom not to bring me back... because i ruined their experiment... did a good job of pissing off my mom... lmao she was ranting about how you should change the experiment when you discover your wrong.. not just tell the person who told you you were wrong not to come back..

anyways, thats not what got me writing... though its partly what got me thinking this way.. my brother in law was mentioning today that i don't seem to enjoy dnd when i play with them. I do... i just don't enjoy it the same way... i enjoy watching what people do, seeing how they create this character, act it out, and then do marvelous things to defeat their enemy. sure i may not directly participate very deeply.. but i enjoy bearing witness to it.

which led me to my noticing other things in my life.. i like to think of myself as a leader... a person who is either in control, trying to be in control or forcing people to do what i want to do... and im slowly beginning to realize that, where that is what im trying to do... its not always when i have the most fun.. because again, i still enjoy watching the trial and tribulations of these people who have so much happening in their lives... this might come from only somewhat beginning to participate in life a few years ago, when i started getting off my computer and started having fun...

I enjoy what i do no matter what happens... and i watch just as well when i participate as when i don't... soon enough i might start writing... like really writing... seeing what comes out... what piece of human nature do i notice and savor the most?

so the point of the little... well... not so little entry is... that i should start writing... and i should let go more often. lmao it might be fun... to have my dnd character be one of the main roles... it might be fun to transcend before mike and sonja.. i think it'll go well...

YOSH!! new life goal!!! well.. not life really... new goal! actually TRY!!! yep.. im going to try...

ja~

Life

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 20:14:47 GMT

I know i havent been on much, my net crashed and i got a new card, but now it wont let me on at home cuz of my parents password... so i havent been on.

so... ima update ya on my life so far.... yay~ >__<

Saturday - i went out with Eiji, B-chan, and Netty, and ignored my homework... yes go me... im smart, oh well... todays the last day of term so who gives a fuck anyways... anyways we looked at appartments and such and found good places and price approximations and wee go us plans to move in together are underway~

Sunday- I woke up to my dad telling me to stop downloading stuff... of course i went to bed expecting as much and.... while i tried to go back to sleep.... i got to listen to my parents fight about the internet... again.... i heard them say "do you want to drive marie out of the house again like last week?!" which... didnt exactly make me happy. parents shouldnt use their children as a means to fight.

but wait theres more! (woo go info-mercials)

so i wake up again later and call kyo.. we had planned to raid the mcdonalds downtown again so we didnt have to be at home... i had about 3-ish pages of my essay done out of 7, and the plan was to go there and finish it. it was a sound plan and quite easily work-able. until my dad has to be an ass. He comes in my room, he knocked first, and asks me how my finals are going and if im getting B's... of course, i cant lie... i say no, and that my plan is to pay for it myself next year.

he leaves and i go back to watching nana the movie.... eventually i get a call from kyo pertaining to the plans for the day, and my ringers on... so my dad hears it... and while im on the phone with her he comes to my door and says "Your grandpa was so proud of you and he's not going to be anymore..." which in MANY ways is on complete crack because... its my MOM's dad, and he doesnt even like the guy so i mean.... WTF... he leaves again and i go back to talking to kyo... and he says "I guess im going to have to call you mom and tell her your not doing good blah blah" and im like... "WHAT THE HELL!?" i mean im still on the phone with kyo....

he tells me eventually that "if you dont take the first option (meaning he pays for my schooling and such) then you'll need to something somthing go live in the world." me... i take that as "you wont be allowed to live here if im not paying for your school" so im like... WTF is going on!?

so i call my mom... because i dont want him to call her first and tell her falsities... cuz he seems to think strange things... >___> and i.... kinda.... start balling.... and crying... ALOT... i couldnt breath.... and like... i couldnt stop crying. anyways i talk to her for a bit and she tells me i have to talk to my dad and that everythings going to be fine... its the kind of thing that only a mom can say and have you believe.... i talk to him, and APPARENTLY he thought i was going to live in his house and only have a part time job and stop going to school.... yeah... WHEN DID I SAY THAT!?

they were all like "if you dont go to school you dont get any health insurence blah blah" like i care, i dont get sick... so yes... i tell them my plan... to move out in aug and such.. they acted like i was putting them out by living in their house living off their food (yeah... like they get me food...) and keeping my stuff there untill i get back from NY... so i'm like... extremely confused..... i mean... theyre... my parents right? i mean... thats what i thought...... they ended up not kicking me out, and telling me that my plan was fine.

but yes.... i go to mcdonalds with kyo and the trio and arturo buys us food... around 1 o'clock... sunday... i finish my essay and get a call from gina and.... she tells me her cat died... T___T and that if i ever need a place to stay then i can crash on her couch anytime. <3-ness.... i take her up on her offer cuz i REALLY dont wanna go home... and... go to her house for the night.. then.... i get up and go to work the next day, giving myself plenty of time to print out my essay and read a book before work starts.

so yes... Monday- i wake up and im... rather cold... since i didnt have a blanket and eventually i get ready to go and leave for work... from Gina's house... which is like.... an hour by bus. i get to school, and... my stomach hurts sorta.... i print out my essay and go read for a while and.... my stomach... still hurts... like.... cramps.... and such.... so i finish my book and go use the bathroom.. low and behold i have my period.... woo hoo... i guess this explains alot like... why i cried so much on sunday... so i have this... problem... on my first day... the pain is always REALLY BAD!!!! and i need IB profen or... ill end up doubled over in pain... so i go credit some meds from the student store... and get to working... so im giving people food... and i begin feeling nacious....... and... when all the people leave with their food and such... i...... start to fade, my vision gets foggy and i cant hear anything... its all distant echoes, i tell the cook to go get the floor manager asap and she drags me out of my station really fast has me sit down and... eventually i gain my hearing and sight back... but the pain is REALLY bad and i need to lay down and not move... so i tell my boss, cuz im in her office, and we make our way upstairs to find a couch to lay on, however... on the way i get even more nacious and throw up in a trash can.... but.... remember when i mentioned... the cow buying me food... around 1pm sunday... i didnt eat from then... untill later monday night... one can say.... thats prolly why i got so sick... when i threw up... it was just stomach acid...

when i was well enough to walk to the bus stop i went home, and slept for hours.... then i woke up and had some cream of wheat and called kyo. we talked for a while, i told my parents why i was home, and they told me i have to take better care of myself........>_______>

they seem to have this idea.... that.... they dont have to provide me food... cuz i get food at work... thing is... i work 3days out of 7 in a week.... nope they dont have to buy me food, i eat at work every other day... and starve every other day? wtf is up with that.

so yes... to the end of my story

tuesday- i wake up this morning ready to go to class and work on art stuff, and such... but... my dads home, because he just spent a ton of money on dental surgery and stuff to make his teeth look pretty (and the cant buy me food?) so he tells me... that theyve decided to pay for my freshman inquiry class and my buss pass this term. because "theyre already getting the loan this year" so im like.... ".... why? O.o" my dad has this strange talent for CHANGING PLANS RANDOMLY... and it bothers me... if your going to NOT pay for my school or you say that you WONT then DONT... dont... say "oh... well... i'm getting the money ANYWAYS.... so....... ill pay for it... blah blah" i was seriously... bothered... but its one minus stress reliever.... so oh well... i quit caring.

but now i have to go and finish my art final...

ja

why does this happen NOW!?

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 21:01:09 GMT

my life is officially in its suckiest state right now. i almost cried earlier.... for any one who read my last entry... remember that whole "i owe the back $69" thing? yeah.... well as it turns out i ACTUALLY owed them $170-somthing... i had like 4 over drafts and they all hit THIS paycheck. Therefore... all my hard earned Sakuracon money was swolled by the bank.

I went to the bank to see if there was anything i could do... i wasnt hopeful though.... the bank teller told me "none of these are bank error that i can see..." which translates to "its your fault for tosing moeny around like candy..." but he was a nice guy... and we applied for the B of A credit card... which means all my overages get charged credit instead of charging me $34 for going over a few cents...

Thing is... i was counting on this money to get a hair cut later today... me and the trio were going to make an adventure of it... it was gunna be fun you know. plus one of my classes has a feild trip to the art museum that costs $2.50... and having NO money... is a bit of a problem for me...

Solution:
im not sure what i can do about the feild trip.. im thinking i'll ask the teacher if she'll lend me the money and i pay her back next week... as for the hair cut im going to talk to my dad about borrowing money (for those who know me well... you'll know how hard that is for me... i like... called him... thinking about asking... then.... hung up before he answered... v.v he called me back though) the only issue with that is that he gets home around 6:30pm tonight... and i dont know if i can get my hair cut that late.

T____T i hate this~~~~~

my next two paychecks should be fine though... no problems and such... im not cashing them till the day before con. which gives me $260.. apprx.

among other things i needa worry about... i owe the public library $61... and they want me to pay it off within 10 days... pfft... like i can.... i still needa register for classes... but i needa go to some seminar on not failing before i can do that... >__< i haven't the time.... and its still unsure if i'll be able to be a full time student or not next term.

my parents should start taking responsibility for me.. most of the stuff overaged was food... cuz they never feed me.... or buy me food.... and.... like... i seriously get nothing but my room and college from them... its not very parent like... if you ask me... >___> oh well.... it will all work out.. it always does... hmm... 1 hour till class... ima go see if i can't trick the ATM into giving me money... bbl

My life

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 06:17:14 GMT

I'm doing ok... I'm stressing about school and now have a plan to not have to stress anymore....

I think I need a boyfriend/girlfriend... cuz I REALLY wanna snuggle...

and Sakura con's coming up... so I wrote up a list of things ill needa buy soon.

$120/ week <=== my paycheck

Seigaku Jersey - $90
Con Reg - $45
Hair Cut - $20
Hotel Room - $125
Approximate Total - $280
Going to Seattle for the Best 3 Days of Your Life - priceless

Approximate Total Paycheck - $360

Spending Money at Con - $80

*forgot about hair dye*
[EDIT]

[THE WRENCH]
Sooo... Due to my poor money managing skills... i had to overages on my card. Each will be charged $34 so i now owe the bank apprximately $69 (the item overeaged is added to the total)

This causes a few major dilemas for me because, once deducted from this weeks pay check, ill have about $69 left. Thats not even enough to buy the Seigaku jersey.... therefore. My hopes of having a Seigaku jersey by sakuracon have now failed. v____v

However
Eiji, my lovely friend is going to lend me hers *glomps Eiji MANY times* which means that all ill needa pay for is my hair cut and hair dye. I think ill make new totals later.. ^_____^ Love ya tons Eiji!!!!

ttyl minna, gotta go to class and salvage what little grades i have left.

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 10:50:53 GMT

You Tube OWNS!!! someone uploaded the PoT movie, so i watched half of it tonight.

i needa go be, or id stay and say more... but

1) Their doubles is on crack T____T Momo/Kaidoh = ew, Inui/Taka = just plain wrong... and GP = <33 plus the random practice match of Inui and Taka vs Oishi and Kaidoh.. i was like... wtf?!

2) I <3 that they get free by use of juice! its like... GO INUI JUICE!!!!

3) Ryoga is interesting... hes more like Nanjiroh then Ryoma, and hes not a bad person.. though their reason or like... explaination for him.. adopted... thats crack... its hard to find an adopted son who looks EXACTLY LIKE YOU... so wtf

i look foreward to finisheing tomrrow...
lmao.

nighty~

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 09:11:13 GMT

im so lazy.. i havent even read this... but i <3 it..
the Adventurer
Test finished!
you chose AX - your Enneagram type is SEVEN.

"I am happy and open to new things"

Adventurers are energetic, lively, and optimistic. They want to contribute to the world.

How to Get Along with Me

* Give me companionship, affection, and freedom.
* Engage with me in stimulating conversation and laughter.
* Appreciate my grand visions and listen to my stories.
* Don't try to change my style. Accept me the way I am.
* Be responsible for youself. I dislike clingy or needy people.
* Don't tell me what to do.

What I Like About Being a Seven

* being optimistic and not letting life's troubles get me down
* being spontaneous and free-spirited
* being outspoken and outrageous. It's part of the fun.
* being generous and trying to make the world a better place
* having the guts to take risks and to try exciting adventures
* having such varied interests and abilities

What's Hard About Being a Seven

* not having enough time to do all the things I want
* not completing things I start
* not being able to profit from the benefits that come from specializing; not making a commitment to a career
* having a tendency to be ungrounded; getting lost in plans or fantasies
* feeling confined when I'm in a one-to-one relationship

Sevens as Children Often

* are action oriented and adventuresome
* drum up excitement
* prefer being with other children to being alone
* finesse their way around adults
* dream of the freedom they'll have when they grow up

Sevens as Parents

* are often enthusiastic and generous
* want their children to be exposed to many adventures in life
* may be too busy with their own activities to be attentive

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose AX

Would you rather have chosen:
# BX (NINE)
# CX (TWO)
# AY (EIGHT)
# AZ (THREE)

^_________________^

Oh how i love the OOC chat~

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 08:16:14 GMT

BendySexToy: *bites both*
BendySexToy: hehe
Eva00Rei11: ouch
Data0wns: *bites back*
BendySexToy: ohh *clings*
Data0wns: *clings back*
BendySexToy: <333
Data0wns: *molests*
BendySexToy: *moans*
Eva00Rei11: >_> *hides eyes*
Data0wns: *molests more*
Eva00Rei11: *runs away*
Eva00Rei11: nya~ do that in private
Data0wns: umm... no.
Data0wns: *laughs evilly*
BendySexToy: *giggles*
BendySexToy: *moans and clings*
BendySexToy: <333
Data0wns: ^_____^
Data0wns: <3
BendySexToy: *starts molesting back*
BendySexToy: lol
Data0wns: *moans and molests more*
BendySexToy: molesting eddie is fun
Eva00Rei11: eeep~ *hides under bed*
BendySexToy: *molest more*
Data0wns: is that REALLY where you want to be right now mel?
Eva00Rei11: .....on second thought...no
Data0wns: lmao
Eva00Rei11: *runs and locks self in bathroom*
Data0wns: ^____^ *molests more*
Eva00Rei11: oh good the molesting has stopped >_>

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<lj-cut text = "molesting is FUN~">BendySexToy: *bites both*
BendySexToy: hehe
Eva00Rei11: ouch
Data0wns: *bites back*
BendySexToy: ohh *clings*
Data0wns: *clings back*
BendySexToy: <333
Data0wns: *molests*
BendySexToy: *moans*
Eva00Rei11: >_> *hides eyes*
Data0wns: *molests more*
Eva00Rei11: *runs away*
Eva00Rei11: nya~ do that in private
Data0wns: umm... no.
Data0wns: *laughs evilly*
BendySexToy: *giggles*
BendySexToy: *moans and clings*
BendySexToy: <333
Data0wns: ^_____^
Data0wns: <3
BendySexToy: *starts molesting back*
BendySexToy: lol
Data0wns: *moans and molests more*
BendySexToy: molesting eddie is fun
Eva00Rei11: eeep~ *hides under bed*
BendySexToy: *molest more*
Data0wns: is that REALLY where you want to be right now mel?
Eva00Rei11: .....on second thought...no
Data0wns: lmao
Eva00Rei11: *runs and locks self in bathroom*
Data0wns: ^____^ *molests more*
Eva00Rei11: oh good the molesting has stopped >_> <_< >_>
Data0wns: *molests mel*
Eva00Rei11: eeep!
Data0wns: *molests more*
Eva00Rei11: eeeeeeeeeeeeep!
BendySexToy: *goes back to molesting mel*
BendySexToy: *eddie
BendySexToy: lol
BendySexToy: <333
Data0wns: lmfao
Data0wns: *molests both*
BendySexToy: *moans*
Eva00Rei11: eeeeep </lj-cut>

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 09:38:24 GMT

When in doubt! make a wallpaper~

enjoy!

Burimyu

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 10:41:55 GMT

Sooooo... this is the first time in a LONG time ive been bored.

I've been RPing alot, and i had planned to not go to sleep tonight because.... i wanted to do lots of things... but, since im kinda tired ima sleep for two hours and get up to do my home work.

eitherway its two hours i wasnt planning on using for homwork so its all good.

my stupid foot is bothering me slightly.... guess its my own fault...

common sense law #1:
Kicking a bowling ball hurts.

For EVERYONE who doesnt know! (like... theres anyone who ever reads these things ANYWAYS)

I'm subtitleing the Bleach musical! Don't get your hopes up, i know VERY little japanese... this is a CRACK sub!!! go me... im making up their words, i hope you enjoy because its going to take fucking FOREVER!!!!

since i cant stand waiting for things I've decided to break it into Episodes.
Theyre will be 5 total, each 20mins long, the last one 30 mins...

I'm ALMOST done with episode one... (and since i cant even wait for that to finish~) im going to render a teaser clip from it..

That ill have for tomorrow.

Hope everyone enjoy's...

Episode 1: The Ballad of Orihime => expected release :: some time next week.

O.M.G

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 18:13:15 GMT

lmfao...

so i do this project for my design class~ woo hoo go design class.... its splitting up a black and white image in various shades and not shading at all right?

thats easy because we get to use computers... go me... i think it took me 1 full minute to do. go cut out filter...

so then~ we print them out big (i went to kinkos, was almost late... woo go me... it was interesting.) and bring them to class and the teacher comments.

My pic... is useing the Hyotei Bromide Nekkid Araki... ^///////////////^ i love araki

my teacher's comments "I really like the concept of the picture, and how shes looking right at me. and how her eyes are so expresive. blah blah~" he continues... using female pronouns or whatever for araki... and im like "psst... hes a guy" and he like... PRACTICALLY ANIME FALLS TO THE FLOOR! half the class was like "whoa..." the one japanese chick in the class came to me later and she was like "I knew he was a guy, but i guess he looked like a girl to the everyone?" and im like "yeah lmao aint that hilarious...."

baka Gaijin.

my pic btw:

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 11:39:49 GMT

OMG THAT REMINDS ME!!!!

yes two entries in one night *dies* i wanted to go to bed an hour ago....

oh well...

ME AND KYO FOUND ARASHI IN A RANDOM MAGAZINE!!!! her friend had a random japanese magazine and we were looking through it... it was like... japanese version of seventeen... and there were like... 3 guys in it total... then like... 3rd to last page... it sat open for a few seconds and i recognized this one guys nose... he has... an annoying nose... its like... | | <= this skinney wtf... but i was like... "Is that?! O.o" and kyo was like... ".... OMG ARASHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MATSUMOTO JUN!!!!!" whom weve been obsessing over lately... slightly. but like.... WE FOUND THEM IN THE RANDOM MAGAZINE!!! SERIOUSLY!!!!

then the next day we watched some of their concert vids... dear gods... theyre way cooler then american boy bands... but theyre such,...... a BOY BAND!!! *dies* T______T but theyre STILL SEXY! cuz JUN CAN ACT! HAH!

anyways bed for Eddie... night

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 11:18:02 GMT

heh, so.... Eddie doesnt need to sleep... no... ill just crash wednesday as soon as i get home from work and its all good. there problem solved...

i wonder what would happen if i didnt sleep... i dont think i could do that... oh well ill be going to bed soon.

WOOT! i actually posted character journals on PH!

Atsushi: http://pokerface-ksk.livejournal.com/1217.html#cutid1 Introduction to the inner angst of your neighborhood porn dealer
ManlyTom: http://manly-man-tom.livejournal.com/764.html the biggest brother complex in history.
Katsuo and Kachiro: http://ichinentorio.livejournal.com/575.html?#cutid1 SO in love, and So hiding it from Horio!
Horio: http://ichinentorio.livejournal.com/1007.html lmao... he sucks at swimming
Inui: http://100percentdata.livejournal.com/835.html He continues to find new ways to get to that damn bathroom... also newly reveiled data about... his stalker-ness
Bakazawa: http://bakazawakonyaro.livejournal.com/293.html?mode=reply Boy does he NOT like the net... its like... his worst enemy. lmfao... and hes grumpy.

I love the fact that my characters are all so different though, like... if you didnt know i was all of them, would you guess one person was all of them?

plus in Haruna im takeing Tatsuha, based on the fact that me and Kyo said i would make a good tatsuha... because im a sadistic fangirl. and... ill be Sai... im looking foreward to working that...

AND OUR NEW KAIDOH!!!!! I WILL GLOMP YOU AS SOON AS YOUR KAIDOH!!!!! ne ne.

what else was there.... OH!

the 5 word GP fluff!!!! i LOVE this:

http://usera.imagecave.com/Daystar/Untitled-1copy.jpg

my day is going LOVELY so far hows yours? >.>

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 17:30:36 GMT

So ive decided... i wanna fucking punch somthing.

i got a little over two hours of sleep, which might be why my alarm clock went off for two hours without me noticeing...

i wake up... 7:32am... my class starts at 8am, and the next bus comes in 11 mins. so i wake up and im like "OH SHIT FUCK DAMN IM LATE!!!" and i can hear my dad upstairs... usually on fridays i ride the fucking bus with my dad... so that was the first straw...

so i get up and get dressed and make it so i can go to class... as fast as possible without screwing everything up... woo go me, 5 mins... OK so then i go out and say hi to my parents upstairs... "Hey guys, im running late so i gotta run, did you get my note?" (last night i left a note with the details of the money ill need for my books, it was complex... i... put it on the table... in the kitchen)

so my parents are like "hmm... sorry i didnt hear you" so repeat myself two more times, and... trust me i was NOT being quiet... finally they come out of their goddamn room and ask me to repeat myself once more... so im like

"MY CLASS STARTS IN 20MINS, SO I GOTTA GO! DID YOU GET MY NOTE?!" all yelling, at the exact level of voice i had said everything else, when theyr were in their room. fuck i dont care anyways.

so theyre like... "yeah your alarms been going off for two hours, btw im not rideing the bus this morning.." and im thinking 'yeah i fucking noticed, since you catch the bus before 7fuckingAM' but all i said was "yeah i noticed"

then theyre like "note? we didnt get a note..."

and im like "yeah, i put it right here [thought: on the fucking table where i put all my goddamn notes]"

so they have the NERVE to tell a pissed off frantic eddie "this is the first weve been downstairs other then getting coffee, its not our job to look for notes from you.."

so i tell them its about my fucking books and they tell me that they CANT give me money for them today, and that i shoulda have done the book thing two days ago (wed, i had work... and school ALLL FUCKING GODDAMN DAY! and yesterday was different! >.>) so im getting INCREASEINGLY pissed... and they continue to rant... and rave about how i needa make time this weekend to do this book stuff and im like...

"well itll have to wait till sunday cuz ive got a con meeting in salem tomorrow..."

theyre like "school first"

im thinking fuck off...

and i leave...

THEY WERE FIGHTING WITH ME! THE BASTARDS! WHY THE FUCK WOULD THEY CHOOSE THAT MOMENT TO FUCKING FIGHT WITH ME?! i mean comeon... i was pissed ALREADY and also frantic from being late... and theyre like...

Oooooh lets fight and see how many goddamn fucking buttons we can push~ sounds fun?

i dont fucking know

geez

gtg

sorry about the language

Wooo Pictures~!

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 09:39:56 GMT

SO! i appear to take pictures of EVERYTHING NOW~... my eventual intent is to show them to my family in NY and... stuff... im also gunna make a music video... of... the video's we take... >.>

yes... me... and my trio... were quite strange...

Heres the things i found REALLY entertaining today...

At work... i work in the Asian food section... and we have to give people these fortune cookies...
......
i HAD to take a pic of them...

Theyre "Fooookie" brand... and they have a BEE on them!!! *points dramatically*

then we ate them...

Our fortunes (add in bed or between the sheets if you wish heh heh)

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 06:28:30 GMT

SOOOO... i have WAYY to much time on my hands~ and NO life what so ever....

im at the mall with Kyo and i see these stickers... and.... they call to me! theyre like... GAY! and WONDERFUL!!! and im like... "I MUST HAVE THESE!" so... i buy one... and im like *devious planning* 'I SHALL DRAW INUKAI ON THESE!!!'

so then... i decide to buy a shirt... and a lovely shirt it is, sleek... black... fun... it says "Shirt of Invisibilty +2" and soo... while waiting in line i make the descision to buy a second sticker for my bag...

chooseing the pairing for the second one was difficult.. i had the urge to make it "OishiMizuki" but i didnt... GP was another one... then... DuckSushi popped into my head and wouldnt go away... so...
i PoT-isfied these lovely stickers.... and took pics~ ^_^

Enjoy!

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 05:04:22 GMT

So, i have WAY to much time on my hands... or else im just on crack lately... cuz Kyo is outta town and that CAUSES me to have way to much time on my hands... either way among my lovely multitasking and RPing.... and talking to kyo on the phone in the middle of the night... I made MANY wallpapers...

Do enjoy...

MINNNA!!!!!! WALL PAPERS BACK UP!!!! untill imagecave crashes... but still... THEYRE BACK~
that certainly makes sense~

Bromides from: tenimyuenorondo
In order of creation.... Starting with:
THE CESS POOL OF NEKKID MAN FLESH~!

Inui x Kaidoh Luff:

Hyotei, Made for A-chan~ ^___^:

Yuuta and More, made for Gravy-sama:

Oshitari for B-chan:

*later*
Atobe version:

Shishido version:

Choutarou version:

Jiroh version:

*Later still*
Atobe x Jiroh:

Silver Pair:

EVEN LATER:
Inui x Kaidoh:

thats my last one for a while... i made *counts* 17 wallpapers since 8 this morning (i slept to...)

DAYS later
So i made this the same day, its just shishido version in a different color

I'm bored too... so ill prolly make more later... too

*edit* not bored anymore... erm... v.v"

ENJOY~~

woot-ness

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 07:26:49 GMT

How to make a Eddie

Ingredients:

5 parts intelligence

3 parts self-sufficiency

5 parts instinct

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of wisdom

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 23:16:50 GMT

so B-chan (thekoryu) convinced me to put up all the pics ive been makeing, which is a bunch, cuz i have no life, or choose to ignore that which im supposed to be doing and some of the pics were way to easy... and i couldnt leave them undone...

ill prolly make icons evetually.... heh heh

there... like that ===^

http://usera.imagecave.com/Mariabella/hyomyu_0001_Layer164copy.jpg
http://usera.imagecave.com/Mariabella/hyomyu_0044_Layer121copy.jpg
http://usera.imagecave.com/Mariabella/hyomyu_0089_Layer76copy.jpg
http://usera.imagecave.com/Mariabella/hyomyu_0094_Layer71copy.jpg
http://usera.imagecave.com/Mariabella/hyomyu_0126_Layer38copy.jpg
http://usera.imagecave.com/Mariabella/hyomyu_0156_Layer8copy.jpg
http://usera.imagecave.com/Mariabella/47copy.jpg

Also, ive almost completed a project for my friend Kyo. she drew a pic for her art class and scanned it in for me to color (she also colored it in her class, so theres lots of different types of colorings...)

i still need to add the shineing collection lyrics to the BG but other then that...
http://usera.imagecave.com/Mariabella/kyosdrawing1copy.jpg

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 21:26:16 GMT

So im entering this Kime T-shirt contest.... and ive been working on the design... figured i could put em up... cuz i wanna...

i have three so far, none of them are going to be used in the ACTUAL t-shirt... mainly cuz i cant use pics of kime in the real thing... so im useing them untill my friend Kyo is done drawing me one (im not confident enough in my own drawing skills to even bother)

so heres the general plans for the shirt.... to date...
#1

#2

#3

what it would look like on the shirt (if i could use these.... heh heh)

any favs?

oh the humanity

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 11:16:03 GMT

some one shoot me...

im talking with my friend andrew... and hes like... "i can make all the PoT people into sailor moon characters" cuz i HATE, HATE HATE HATE, sailor moon... so he does it... and for the sake... of seeing good things... i did this

http://usera.imagecave.com/Mariabella/smoonasboxcopy.jpg

note... person who DOESNT slash PoT put Tex and Fuji in as the lesbian couple!!!! WOOT for that... and that ALONE...

v.v"

but what can i say... i made that pic...

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 08:28:06 GMT

I now declare myslef to be the official casting director for the imaginary gravitaion musical!

im still... erm... working on the REST of the cast but... i give you, Shincou Shuichi and Sakuma Ryuichi, and their respective live action selves...

http://usera.imagecave.com/Mariabella/Gravitcast.jpg

heh heh heh!

乾 貞治