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26 February 2008 @ 01:38 am
I hate Murphey.

as in, Murphy's law of life. you all know what i mean... its the one that says "you need to get somewhere in five minutes, and you'd be able to do any day no problem except for the fact that today its important so you get stuck at all the lights and a cop pulls you over so your late" law.


Today was the first day i had to pay my new school payment. 100 a month, seems reasonable problem was today was also the first day i could get to the bank and the first day of the week and i happened to be working from 10 am to 3 at one job and 4pm to close at the other job. k, fact 1: its Monday so its quite easy to theoretically get home before midnight. fact 2: that hour between jobs is great for depositing checks, we do it on this day in that hour quite often. its practically clock work. thing is since it was important today to get this taken care of and paid for, i made sure to tell Sonja yesterday that this is what needed to happen.

Ok heres where Murphy comes and bites me in the proverbial ass.

We get to the bank fine, we get the checks in fine, we get to work fine, we get outta work no trouble.. i even got an hours nap in while waiting for my sister's shift to finish, seeing as she's my ride home. spending these last moments chatting with my friend who busses at olive garden, which is the second job. i offer him a ride seeing as he has none and were going in that general direction anyways so why not.

k, now we need more facts... fact 1: Sonja drives fast. and has road rage. Fact 2: she wasn't under the influence of any drugs or alcohol after work today... which is also important.

k, so we drop of eric, after stopping for my brother in law's beer and some gas, and head home. its now 10:40ish? no problem so far definatly getting home before midnight right?

.....

then we saw the brake lights. my sister, after cresting a hill to see a sudden stop slams on the brakes however it doesn't look like we'll make it. so she moves to pull around the stopped car...

so now where has our sense gone? the car is stopped for a reason... why might you ask? perhaps cuz the car in front of it is turning left. yes... left... which happens to be the same side in which were pulling around the stopped car. oh shit. what to do, were going to collide. basically.

my sister in a last valid attempt to sneak past this car speeds up managing, instead of going nose to nose with this vehicle, to cause us to collide where the passenger side, where i am, is where they run into us and we, still trying to slide by, scrape off their bumper.

i believe it is this act that saved both cars. the other car, from here on referred to as "car B" where my car is A, only loses its bumper. the head lights are ok and the engine appears to be ok as well. our car however >___< its awful. the passenger side door is dented so bad it pops when you open it. there is no way to open it from the outside, because the handle is crushed. the paint is scraped basically from nose to rear passenger door, and the collision threw out the alignment more the it already was. you can't put the window down.

i will not forget the sound of that crunch. i hear it loud and clear reverberating in my right ear.

i was sitting right there... had we been going faster... it coulda been bad.

they decided to settle it without the insurance getting involved. my sister takes full responsibility... but now we have car B to fix as well as car A.. and we just really didn't need this stress right now... not with everything else >___<

i needa go to sleep though, im calling into work tomorrow to help watch the kids so they can run damage control. o___o hopefully my sore body will be better tomorrow. i think i tensed up a whole bunch when i saw it all happening...

when i remember it, it feels like i was outside the car watching it all happen in slow motion.

were all mostly glad that no one was hurt. my sister still wonders where her brain went i bet.
 
 
Marie
12 December 2007 @ 09:40 pm
Have you ever thought about why you like watching anime? or reading books? or anything like that?

I keep going back to these thoughts about such things.. because im angry and frustrated with people right now i think.

for some reason. people decided that i just really needed to be argued with today. in that, here lets bring up an annoying situation and bash one of your friends because i think you think their perfect when its really quite the contrary. on top of that they just HAD to have stupid fucked up arguments with me at work. its like.......... soooooo annoying for people to argue with me.

so, back to my original point. Ive come to the understanding that books, and movies and anime and tv shows, are my way to escape having to think about a world that i don't prefer. I know i don't prefer it because i am so much more at peace in my fantasy books and movies then i am in the world i live in. I don't mean this in a depressed way. Its just a realization. in many ways i wish i were happy with the world i live in. I keep moving and trying new things. and learning new things. eventually ill grow happy with it. ill dash these thoughts that the world should ever be perfect.. but not yet.. i like my hope for now.. lol


MUCH LATER (after finally watching the movie that frustrated me):

OMG~!!! HAVE YOU EVER WISHED that you could take you glorious wonderful creative ideas and stick them in the head of a writer who could put them on paper as theyre meant to be?! because i'll tell you. my brain is more artistic then my hands. whenever i try to write or draw it comes NOTHING close to how i WANT the picture or story to be. its damn frustrating. That is probably the other reason i read. I have to let my immagination out somewhere before i explode lol.
 
 
Marie
03 December 2007 @ 11:50 pm
You know. I only post here every great while. and almost always, its only when I'm caught in some depth of aggravation or depression.

However that is not the case today. Today I am simply posting for the hell of it.

Though I am aggravated that my bank charged me over draft fees without my actually over drafting.. which confuses me and They will hear my mind tomorrow and hopefully give me my $70 back ): (there were two over drafts, the first one was probably for the fact that I had a pending charge that would have over drafted me if I had not put a check into the bank before it actually posted, and the second was because the over draft fee over drafted my account so they charged me 35 more fricken dollars. ugh)

but yes.

GOLDEN COMPASS COMES OUT ON FRIDAY~~~~ I can't wait I'm going to use whatever money is left from my banking problems to be sure I can go. but :( I work friday which is a bummer. HOWEVER! I will make every attempt to get out of there in a timely manner!! ZUTTO!!

I find my self attempting to get random Tamora Pierce books in audio version so I can listen to them while I roll Silverware. I might just have to buy a new CD player though, because my MP3 player lasts 20 minutes of crappy quality sound. It used to last an hour... pos cube. :(:(

I'm enjoying my two jobs and I hope to post more in the future... ttyl~
 
 
Marie
13 August 2007 @ 03:17 am
I suppose I'm posting here cuz I wanna talk to people and no one is logged on.. which makes it rather frustrating... yesterday was an interesting day.. not particularily in a good way, but i don't feel as though the day should be called bad.

so I'm cutting this to make your lives easier if your friended and don't care.

Hmm.. )
 
 
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Marie
19 July 2007 @ 01:16 am
So I suppose its been forever and a year, or... maybe just a year since I updated this....

I dunno... i was just in the mood to talk tonight. I know most everyone i've friended way long ago, and people who prolly really don't care are going to get this in their friends page and be like wtf, so most of what i say will go under a cut... lol

Long time... no post.. )
 
 
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Marie
21 March 2006 @ 11:19 am
Life  
I know i havent been on much, my net crashed and i got a new card, but now it wont let me on at home cuz of my parents password... so i havent been on.

so... ima update ya on my life so far.... yay~ >__<
Saturday )
Sunday )
Monday )
Tuesday )
but now i have to go and finish my art final...

ja
 
 
Woot for:: >___>
Listening to:: NANA the movie
 
 
Marie
09 March 2006 @ 12:33 pm
my life is officially in its suckiest state right now. i almost cried earlier.... for any one who read my last entry... remember that whole "i owe the back $69" thing? yeah.... well as it turns out i ACTUALLY owed them $170-somthing... i had like 4 over drafts and they all hit THIS paycheck. Therefore... all my hard earned Sakuracon money was swolled by the bank.

I went to the bank to see if there was anything i could do... i wasnt hopeful though.... the bank teller told me "none of these are bank error that i can see..." which translates to "its your fault for tosing moeny around like candy..." but he was a nice guy... and we applied for the B of A credit card... which means all my overages get charged credit instead of charging me $34 for going over a few cents...

Thing is... i was counting on this money to get a hair cut later today... me and the trio were going to make an adventure of it... it was gunna be fun you know. plus one of my classes has a feild trip to the art museum that costs $2.50... and having NO money... is a bit of a problem for me...

Solution:
im not sure what i can do about the feild trip.. im thinking i'll ask the teacher if she'll lend me the money and i pay her back next week... as for the hair cut im going to talk to my dad about borrowing money (for those who know me well... you'll know how hard that is for me... i like... called him... thinking about asking... then.... hung up before he answered... v.v he called me back though) the only issue with that is that he gets home around 6:30pm tonight... and i dont know if i can get my hair cut that late.


T____T i hate this~~~~~

my next two paychecks should be fine though... no problems and such... im not cashing them till the day before con. which gives me $260.. apprx.

among other things i needa worry about... i owe the public library $61... and they want me to pay it off within 10 days... pfft... like i can.... i still needa register for classes... but i needa go to some seminar on not failing before i can do that... >__< i haven't the time.... and its still unsure if i'll be able to be a full time student or not next term.

my parents should start taking responsibility for me.. most of the stuff overaged was food... cuz they never feed me.... or buy me food.... and.... like... i seriously get nothing but my room and college from them... its not very parent like... if you ask me... >___> oh well.... it will all work out.. it always does... hmm... 1 hour till class... ima go see if i can't trick the ATM into giving me money... bbl
 
 
Woot for:: down the drain
Listening to:: Hyomyu -- Do Your Best (yeah right)
 
 
Marie
06 March 2006 @ 10:10 pm
I'm doing ok... I'm stressing about school and now have a plan to not have to stress anymore....


I think I need a boyfriend/girlfriend... cuz I REALLY wanna snuggle...

and Sakura con's coming up... so I wrote up a list of things ill needa buy soon.

$120/ week <=== my paycheck

Seigaku Jersey - $90
Con Reg - $45
Hair Cut - $20
Hotel Room - $125
Approximate Total - $280
Going to Seattle for the Best 3 Days of Your Life - priceless


Approximate Total Paycheck - $360

Spending Money at Con - $80


*forgot about hair dye*
[EDIT]
THE WRENCH *Doom music* )
 
 
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Marie
22 February 2006 @ 02:46 am
You Tube OWNS!!! someone uploaded the PoT movie, so i watched half of it tonight.

i needa go be, or id stay and say more... but

1) Their doubles is on crack T____T Momo/Kaidoh = ew, Inui/Taka = just plain wrong... and GP = <33 plus the random practice match of Inui and Taka vs Oishi and Kaidoh.. i was like... wtf?!

2) I <3 that they get free by use of juice! its like... GO INUI JUICE!!!!

3) Ryoga is interesting... hes more like Nanjiroh then Ryoma, and hes not a bad person.. though their reason or like... explaination for him.. adopted... thats crack... its hard to find an adopted son who looks EXACTLY LIKE YOU... so wtf

i look foreward to finisheing tomrrow...
lmao.

nighty~
 
 
Woot for:: woo~
Listening to:: none
 
 
Marie
21 February 2006 @ 01:09 am
im so lazy.. i havent even read this... but i <3 it..
im cooool im an adventurer )

^_________________^
 
 
Woot for:: HAAAAAPPY
Listening to:: ~Arashi ga Oka~ Ali Project
 
 
Marie
14 February 2006 @ 12:15 am
molesting is FUN~ )
 
 
Woot for:: wheee
Listening to:: none
 
 
Marie
13 February 2006 @ 01:37 am
When in doubt! make a wallpaper~



enjoy!
 
 
Woot for:: woo~
Listening to:: Wish- Arashi
 
 
Marie
07 February 2006 @ 02:34 am
Sooooo... this is the first time in a LONG time ive been bored.

I've been RPing alot, and i had planned to not go to sleep tonight because.... i wanted to do lots of things... but, since im kinda tired ima sleep for two hours and get up to do my home work.

eitherway its two hours i wasnt planning on using for homwork so its all good.

my stupid foot is bothering me slightly.... guess its my own fault...

common sense law #1:
Kicking a bowling ball hurts.

For EVERYONE who doesnt know! (like... theres anyone who ever reads these things ANYWAYS)

I'm subtitleing the Bleach musical! Don't get your hopes up, i know VERY little japanese... this is a CRACK sub!!! go me... im making up their words, i hope you enjoy because its going to take fucking FOREVER!!!!

since i cant stand waiting for things I've decided to break it into Episodes.
Theyre will be 5 total, each 20mins long, the last one 30 mins...

I'm ALMOST done with episode one... (and since i cant even wait for that to finish~) im going to render a teaser clip from it..

That ill have for tomorrow.

Hope everyone enjoy's...

Episode 1: The Ballad of Orihime => expected release :: some time next week.
 
 
Woot for:: =_=
Listening to:: none.
 
 
Marie
26 January 2006 @ 10:05 am
lmfao...
Baka Gaijin~ nfu )
 
 
Woot for:: lmfao
Listening to:: the noises of my class which is starting up again soon.
 
 
Marie
24 January 2006 @ 03:35 am
OMG THAT REMINDS ME!!!!

yes two entries in one night *dies* i wanted to go to bed an hour ago....


oh well...

ME AND KYO FOUND ARASHI IN A RANDOM MAGAZINE!!!! her friend had a random japanese magazine and we were looking through it... it was like... japanese version of seventeen... and there were like... 3 guys in it total... then like... 3rd to last page... it sat open for a few seconds and i recognized this one guys nose... he has... an annoying nose... its like... | | <= this skinney wtf... but i was like... "Is that?! O.o" and kyo was like... ".... OMG ARASHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MATSUMOTO JUN!!!!!" whom weve been obsessing over lately... slightly. but like.... WE FOUND THEM IN THE RANDOM MAGAZINE!!! SERIOUSLY!!!!

then the next day we watched some of their concert vids... dear gods... theyre way cooler then american boy bands... but theyre such,...... a BOY BAND!!! *dies* T______T but theyre STILL SEXY! cuz JUN CAN ACT! HAH!

anyways bed for Eddie... night
 
 
Woot for:: Dandy ^_^ and tired
Listening to:: still gasaraki opening
 
 
Marie
24 January 2006 @ 03:00 am
heh, so.... Eddie doesnt need to sleep... no... ill just crash wednesday as soon as i get home from work and its all good. there problem solved...

i wonder what would happen if i didnt sleep... i dont think i could do that... oh well ill be going to bed soon.


WOOT! i actually posted character journals on PH!

Atsushi: http://pokerface-ksk.livejournal.com/1217.html#cutid1 Introduction to the inner angst of your neighborhood porn dealer
ManlyTom: http://manly-man-tom.livejournal.com/764.html the biggest brother complex in history.
Katsuo and Kachiro: http://ichinentorio.livejournal.com/575.html?#cutid1 SO in love, and So hiding it from Horio!
Horio: http://ichinentorio.livejournal.com/1007.html lmao... he sucks at swimming
Inui: http://100percentdata.livejournal.com/835.html He continues to find new ways to get to that damn bathroom... also newly reveiled data about... his stalker-ness
Bakazawa: http://bakazawakonyaro.livejournal.com/293.html?mode=reply Boy does he NOT like the net... its like... his worst enemy. lmfao... and hes grumpy.


I love the fact that my characters are all so different though, like... if you didnt know i was all of them, would you guess one person was all of them?

plus in Haruna im takeing Tatsuha, based on the fact that me and Kyo said i would make a good tatsuha... because im a sadistic fangirl. and... ill be Sai... im looking foreward to working that...

AND OUR NEW KAIDOH!!!!! I WILL GLOMP YOU AS SOON AS YOUR KAIDOH!!!!! ne ne.

what else was there.... OH!

the 5 word GP fluff!!!! i LOVE this:

http://usera.imagecave.com/Daystar/Untitled-1copy.jpg
 
 
Woot for:: Dandy ^_^
Listening to:: Message Gasaraki Opening
 
 
Marie
13 January 2006 @ 09:09 am
So ive decided... i wanna fucking punch somthing.
ONE FUCKING BAD DAY! )

sorry about the language
 
 
Marie
06 January 2006 @ 01:35 am
SO! i appear to take pictures of EVERYTHING NOW~... my eventual intent is to show them to my family in NY and... stuff... im also gunna make a music video... of... the video's we take... >.>

yes... me... and my trio... were quite strange...

Heres the things i found REALLY entertaining today...



At work... i work in the Asian food section... and we have to give people these fortune cookies...
......
i HAD to take a pic of them...




Theyre "Fooookie" brand... and they have a BEE on them!!! *points dramatically*



then we ate them...



Our fortunes (add in bed or between the sheets if you wish heh heh)

 
 
Woot for:: Dandy ^_^
Listening to:: The Fan >.>
 
 
Marie
04 January 2006 @ 10:23 pm
SOOOO... i have WAYY to much time on my hands~ and NO life what so ever....

im at the mall with Kyo and i see these stickers... and.... they call to me! theyre like... GAY! and WONDERFUL!!! and im like... "I MUST HAVE THESE!" so... i buy one... and im like *devious planning* 'I SHALL DRAW INUKAI ON THESE!!!'

so then... i decide to buy a shirt... and a lovely shirt it is, sleek... black... fun... it says "Shirt of Invisibilty +2" and soo... while waiting in line i make the descision to buy a second sticker for my bag...

chooseing the pairing for the second one was difficult.. i had the urge to make it "OishiMizuki" but i didnt... GP was another one... then... DuckSushi popped into my head and wouldnt go away... so...
i PoT-isfied these lovely stickers.... and took pics~ ^_^



Enjoy!
 
 
Marie
30 December 2005 @ 08:49 pm
So, i have WAY to much time on my hands... or else im just on crack lately... cuz Kyo is outta town and that CAUSES me to have way to much time on my hands... either way among my lovely multitasking and RPing.... and talking to kyo on the phone in the middle of the night... I made MANY wallpapers...

Do enjoy...


MINNNA!!!!!! WALL PAPERS BACK UP!!!! untill imagecave crashes... but still... THEYRE BACK~
that certainly makes sense~

WOOT Wallpapers! v.v' )

I'm bored too... so ill prolly make more later... too

*edit* not bored anymore... erm... v.v"

ENJOY~~
 
 
Woot for:: Bouncy
Listening to:: Gackt - Uncontrol